Friday, July 29, 2005
4:17 PM
i feel terrible..miserable..tml is my bdae..im not feeling happy nor excited nor anything..what is wrong with me..even sth that is a happy occasion cant even cheer me up..i cant put up a strong front any longer..im gg to breakdown..anytime..why am i caught in a situation where i know im at a losing end..and i still wanna hang on..why must i make myself so miserable and so..alicia!!wake up!!im drowning myself with activities so that i wun be bothered abt it..but it is seriously not working..i just wanna hide in a cosy corner..i feel as if im in my own world..running away from reality..how i am gonna cope with it..i really dunno..i know if im gg to continue this way..everything of me will get affected somehow..and it alr is..haiz..whatever..dun bother asking what it is abt..dun feel like talking abt it any more..
IN LOVE WITH YOU ;
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ABOUTS
Name: Alicia
School: PLMGPS, PLMGSS, NP (BS&TRM)
Companies: Starbucks, NATAS [currently doing attachment]
Age: 19+
Bdae: 30 July'87
Religion: Christian
Church: AMK Methodist Church
Fav Colours: Pink, Lime Green, Brown, Orange
Hobbies: Watching HK shows, swimming, my new learnt sport cycling!!
Friendster: pinkstuff87@hotmail.com
WISHLISTS
adidas jacket
anna sui sweet romance
anna sui secret wish
anna sui make up
Calvin Kevin Euphoria Blossom
camera
crumpler bag
facial treatment
havianas sandal
kenzo summer perfume
m)phosis top
N73
pink bible
slip-ons at summit