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Tuesday, October 17, 2006 3:50 PM

I really dun understand..you mite be pissed why I am ignoring you and stuff..but u tink first before you get pissed..u mite say i am petty..but i had enough..I called you..worrying abt our wed plan..tinking of a way to make sure we get to watch the show..how did you talk to me..i know you are working..i understand that..but whenever i call you or sth..you will sure go toilet or what..but now..dun tell me you are busy..i am as busy or even busier than you..but i still take some time off..in the first place i am not suppose to use office phone to make personal calls..but becos of you i took that risk each time..each time i call you..you asked i no need to work ah..i need to but i just decided to pop you a call..instead of talking to me "nicely"..you talk to me in a tone that i really regret calling you..i was angry yday..you MSGED me to ask me not to be..you tell me la..who msgs and ask his gf not to be angry??!!not even a call!!how do you want me to feel??

My anger dragged till the night..i calmed down after bathing and eating..I was so tired..but I tot you will call me or msg me..so i din slp and decided to go online to make myself stay awake..I cld not take it..so i went to bed..but before that i called you..just to hear you say you've a headache!! like hello??you know it yourself that we chat every night..even if you tink I am still pissed with you..you can at least leave a msg or call that u are gg to bed..so what if you've a headache..I have headaches too..but do i just go about doing my own stuff..not bothering abt you and just go to bed..i just dun understand why do you have to behave this way..i msged you TWICE after i hang up hearing that tone of yours..what did you do..you just went back to slp..

I dunno la..you are just not the person i once knew anymore..you say i have changed..but have you actually looked at yourself??all the promises you made to me..it is so empty..and you want me to trust you??no way..i cant anymore..i find it so difficult..dun give me excuses about me not giving you miss calls so that you know i am ready to talk..if you wanna call you will just call..you need not wait for my miss calls..it is so one-sided..i dunno..i dowan to tink anymore..i have been tinking of it and had enough of it..think thoroughly abt what i've said before you come and talk to me..dun come and say you know and understand..but in the end everything just remains the same..you have said many "I know and understand" but nothing has changed..I am lost..I really dunno what to do anymore..

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