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Wednesday, December 06, 2006 10:52 AM

ever since monday, i have been really busy at work..so many things have yet to clear..difficult clients to handle..reading emails by them really pisses me off at times..but oh well..watched casino royale yday with baby..it is not bad..though at some parts i abit blur cos talk to fast..James Bond is not bad-looking..so yeah..the girls are gorgeous..with nice figures and complexion..hmmmm..hahha..decided to eat at kfc for dinner after the show and they ran out of crispy chicken!!!!!haiz..

recieved my interim report marks..not really happy..according to ms ho i did quite well for an interim report and is the average score that everybody that she is taking care of has gotten..i tink i have high expectations of myself..but what can i do?shall improve for final report..

as for my company's appraisal..it is quite bad..had like 69/100.. and i felt it is super unfair to me..why?i feel that my supervisor plays favouritism..it is like jasmine came in earlier than me..i feel that my supervisor did not even give me a chance to prove myself..whenever she needs help she asks jasmine!! and i am like??hello??and when jasmine is not free to help her..she comes and ask me!!i am her substitute is it??!!!!!my standard and jasmine's standard is the same la..if you never even give me a chance..how are you gg to rate my performance??like totally!!!!!!!

i feel that it is super unfair as i did more than what i am suppose to do for my job scope..i do my things to the best of my ability..just becos jasmine comes in earlier and i come in later..ah!!!!!!!!just feel like screaming..i am not given chances to "shine" as compared to jasmine..it is like we are doing the same thing can!! i am definitely sure that she scored better than me at appraisal..do i have to be as noisy as her, as outgoing as her, as "rubbish" in terms of talking as her in order to show that i have skills..that my performance is good? I am as serious and efficient as her when it comes to work..but why?i tink my supervisor owes me an explanation!!!!!!!!

I am so gg to prove to my supervisor that i am good and to make sure she grades me well for my final..she has caused a pull down in my grades from an A to a B ok!! I feel so cheated!!doing so much and this is what I get..ah!!!!!!!!!!!1

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